What to kick

Kick Kick Kick the mind screamed. But only kicked the ground. The football seemed to be somewhere else with someone. Bah. A loser. And now the stares and smirks.
Is this all one gets for one's efforts and energy? A broken toe nail. And a squashed ego, nevermind trying to squash the football. Wanting to be a hero and ending up wanting to be atleast a zero. Wanting to kick high, and ending up falling flat.
Should one feel better and think didnt kick the opponent, just the ground. No way, perhaps walking off due to the red flag would have been better. Better the opponent fans boo then the supporters scorn.
Aah grrrrr no cheerleaders around to kick their legs high, and let the spirits soar high.
Bend it like Beckham indeed! The knees had folded and also the spirits. Failure, the ghost which will haunt forever?

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